Stretch and grow

Maybe I was getting comfortable. Maybe things were getting too easy. Maybe I was getting too confident.

Maybe.

Maybe that's why He's allowing things to happen. Why things I had "figured out" don't make sense anymore. Maybe that's why I feel my heart, my head, and my faith getting stretched and pulled in so many different ways.

Maybe.

I am in a place I don't like being. The place of uncertainty. The place where lack of confidence and anxiety fill my days. The place of hurt and healing. The place of roller-coasters and lazy days. The place where I grow the most. It's exhausting.