I've felt my soul start to be whole again. The last few months have been like putting together a puzzle of who I was and who I really am and now it feels complete.
I don't feel tired like I used, not that kind of tired. The constantly thinking, trying to make things better, trying to understand the inside of everyone's mind, his specifically.
I think this is very similar to the feeling I got right after I was saved 8 years ago. A newness about me. A weight off my shoulders. A new zest for life. I can certainly see the junk ahead, the things that aren't so great that I will have to deal with but it doesn't bring on anxiety, not like it used to.
I've been working my list of goals this week. Where I see myself in 2 years, 5 years... various trips and memories I want to share with the boys. I'm also working on my Happiness Project that I would like to launch in August - I'll keep you posted when I have a couple of concrete thoughts jotted down.
Life is good.
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