I take everyone to their word... but if I've been hurt/betrayed by you, I need to see action. I need to see that even when the world is falling apart, you stand by your word. That your actions speak where your words fail.
It's hard for me to wrap my mind around it all right now. I'm stunned, but not really. I envisioned this going differently, maturely, responsibly.
I'm working through being ok that it's not going to go well. That things are going to be cold and frustrating. That really sucks but I'm learning to accept it and let it go. It's all about choices, it's always been about choices and this is the choice.
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