Hangover

It's like waking up and having a really bad hangover and asking yourself "What was I thinking?"

Yep. That's what I felt this morning. I'm sure if I would have seen D this morning she would have smiled and looked over her little board and asked me what I thought about my recent behavior.  Because I've let things slip, I've gotten comfortable, lax even and my actions haven't been as concrete as they should have been.

So I did what I was taught to do. Look inside myself, figure out what I'm comfortable with, what my boundaries are and set them. Again. It's so easy for me to let myself get really comfortable and let things go because I trust everyone. Sometimes it works for me... sometimes it works against me.  Interestingly enough, I tend to attract people who do not trust easily.  I suppose that can create a learning opportunity for all if we are all on the same page but sometimes it just means I get burned.

A call was made, boundaries were reset and I'm looking forward.