Career and Anxiety

This past month has been difficult. Like really really hard.

I had to take a good long hard look at my career and figure out its direction. In the last nearly 16 years, I've never done that. I've just kind of floated and landed in some pretty amazing spots. It's actually a bit embarrassing to say I have never put much thought in it - I basically just work hard and whatever happened, happened.

But this past month things have been floating around that have made me have to make choices. Hard choices. Choices that have made me sleep deprived and working harder.

I've learned a lot about myself through it. I've learned a lot about God through it too. But mostly, I learned a lot about my family. They have been the most supporting and loving bunch through my crazyness. They've loved on me. Gave me hugs. Sent me encouraging texts. Told me they are proud of me. Laughed at my ridiculous anxiety (I did too!) and just loved on me.

So it's over now. And I'm at peace. And all is well.
I look back on this path month and I see the journey and as much as I love a good lesson... I sure am glad this one's been taught!