Monday, August 27, 2018

Jumbled Thoughts

I haven't written in forever and I can tell.
My thoughts are a jumbled mess and my feelings are right there with it.
Lots of thoughts.


  • The chaos of the world.
  • The lack of grace that surrounds us.
  • People wanting freedom of speech but not if it offends them.
  • God's plan for my life and whether or not I'm doing it.
  • Am I being all that I can be?
  • Am I too controlling? 
  • Do I give in too much?
  • How am I as a wife? 
  • Am I meeting my kids' expectations?
  • Do I do an ok job balancing life?
  • I should feed my kids a healthier menu.
  • When should I argue with my husband and why should I keep my mouth shut?
  • I talk too much.
  • Maybe I'm too dramatic.
  • Trying to maintain a sensible balance with my kids' dad.
  • Foster Care balance.
  • Expectations - theirs and mine.
  • I want to have better, deeper connections with my girlfriends.
  • My never ending to-do list.


So that might be why I'm tired. But that's also how I thrive.
It's kind of nutty and I'm sure I'm not the only one who struggles here.

One thing I know for sure. I need to start writing again - it helps unjumble my thoughts.



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