Jumbled Thoughts

I haven't written in forever and I can tell.
My thoughts are a jumbled mess and my feelings are right there with it.
Lots of thoughts.

• The chaos of the world.
• The lack of grace that surrounds us.
• People wanting freedom of speech but not if it offends them.
• God's plan for my life and whether or not I'm doing it.
• Am I being all that I can be?
• Am I too controlling? 
• Do I give in too much?
• How am I as a wife? 
• Am I meeting my kids' expectations?
• Do I do an ok job balancing life?
• I should feed my kids a healthier menu.
• When should I argue with my husband and why should I keep my mouth shut?
• I talk too much.
• Maybe I'm too dramatic.
• Trying to maintain a sensible balance with my kids' dad.
• Foster Care balance.
• Expectations - theirs and mine.
• I want to have better, deeper connections with my girlfriends.
• My never ending to-do list.

So that might be why I'm tired. But that's also how I thrive.
It's kind of nutty and I'm sure I'm not the only one who struggles here.

One thing I know for sure. I need to start writing again - it helps unjumble my thoughts.