My thoughts are a jumbled mess and my feelings are right there with it.
Lots of thoughts.
- The chaos of the world.
- The lack of grace that surrounds us.
- People wanting freedom of speech but not if it offends them.
- God's plan for my life and whether or not I'm doing it.
- Am I being all that I can be?
- Am I too controlling?
- Do I give in too much?
- How am I as a wife?
- Am I meeting my kids' expectations?
- Do I do an ok job balancing life?
- I should feed my kids a healthier menu.
- When should I argue with my husband and why should I keep my mouth shut?
- I talk too much.
- Maybe I'm too dramatic.
- Trying to maintain a sensible balance with my kids' dad.
- Foster Care balance.
- Expectations - theirs and mine.
- I want to have better, deeper connections with my girlfriends.
- My never ending to-do list.
So that might be why I'm tired. But that's also how I thrive.
It's kind of nutty and I'm sure I'm not the only one who struggles here.
One thing I know for sure. I need to start writing again - it helps unjumble my thoughts.
